It's been just over a year since he's been gone. Another birthday without him is fast approaching...I miss him terribly and I'm lonely for him...
I realized something the other night. Although I've been perusing some of the singles online sites for awhile now, I'm not in any real hurry to actually "hook up" with anyone. I am lonely, but it's not just the hugging and kissing, it's him that I miss...it's his hugs and kisses...it's his voice I long to hear, but I know that he's gone and I have to move forward without him...that doesn't mean I have to be with anyone to do that.
I am proud of myself for what I have accomplished thus far and I know he'd be proud of me too.
Right now I'm just trying to focus on my schooling and Hunter and taking care of myself.
Hunter and I are going to the movies on Friday...Hunter invited my friend Lew to come along...I was kind of surprised....so it looks like Hunter, Lew and I will be going to see The Lightening Thief. Hunter and I have read the books. They are really good.
Better get back to my homework...until next time...
